Sometimes I feel so old because I'm already eighteen, but then I make a wallpaper like this and think; "Nope, you're still a teenage girl having crush on famous, rich men... And you still have one year left to have your braces taken off."
I spent this week on lying in bed and watching Twin Peaks because of my illness. Oh, agent Cooper. They said the Spring is coming, but I can't see it, we still have snow lying on the ground; it's like it wants to melt but something is stopping it. Yes, it's the best weather to catch a cold!
I crave summer and heat, I love the sweaty weather, high temperatures don't bother me. I spent my last summer lying on the lawn in my favorite shorts, reading
Lolita and drinking frappe.
This year it won't be possible because I'm moving to the new, tiny apartment, so I guess I'll have to find a way to get on a roof of the building to catch some light or finally go to the summer pool which is placed near my town. Half naked girls and boys playing volleyball, eating ice cream, having fun in water while Lady Gaga's
Alejandro is playing from huge speakers.
But first- Spring!